Nervous....

Hey, y'all... Well, yea, school starts in like six days... ....And well, I'm nervous... yes, I always get like this... I have habit of hardly eating when school is near.... the thought of food makes my stomach wanna crawl into a hole and not come out... at least the first couple of days... but yea... I finally got my new laptop... ...Hehe, me likey very much...

Well, in other news, we got the apartment... yay........ It's on Calle Del Norte... And it has a POOL.... I already have ideas on decorating it... Hehe...... *evil laugh* But its on the second floor, so that is gonna be hell moving the furniture into it...  Okay, my loves, let me tell y'all about it.... It's a one bedroom, one bath... has a kitchen... plus a bar, so yea, we're gonna need to get some barstools... I wanna put some posters up.... mostly black and white... like of the iwo jima flag rasing... and kissing the war goodbye... have y'all seen those? Then a good picture of me and Joel ... heheh *blushes*  OH!!! And candles... yes, yes, candles.... Any ideas, let me know...  Still on the same subject, but not really.... I don't know... is gonna be wierd at first, you know? I mean, I'm not used to having ANY NEIGHBORS within FIVE MILES or so... then to be in the middle of everything? Its gonna take some getting used to... thats for sure.  BUT I'M FINALLY GONNA BE WITH MY BABE!!! YAY!!! That, I believe, is gonna be worth everything... all the hassles, the fights, the differences... all gone. Poof! Bye, so long... I love him, I really do.

Dad is still treating Jeff like crap... then there is MARY. God, I hate her ... she better not lay a hand on him again... or tell him anything... I'm glad that Jeff is living with my aunt now... he doesn't ... no they don't deserve him... Joel wants Jeff to move in with us when this year is over with everything... That is like a big "wow" for any guy... but for Joel, that is like, "Oh my god, go buy a lotto ticket or something..." But he says that after all of our history with "step's" he doesn't want that to happen to Jeff... and that he wouldn't wish that on anyone. It is because of reasons like that, I fell in love with him.... hehe.....

P. S.  DANNY BEHAVE!!! Try not to give Ms. Pangan or LBJ too much hell this year, heh? Oh, and Congrats, Alex, on the dorm... see ya around, sweetie... and anyone else... Muah!!

Current Moods: H-Y-P-E-R

*Giggles* Hello, to everyone: my fellow TAMIU students, and my beloved LBJ students...  I MISS YOU ALL VERY MUCH!!! (Oh, and to NIXON: okay, mabbe just one: VANESSA!!) And to everyone else that I don't know where to put in a little "group."  Yes, I'm happy, no, I'm not drunk, high, or anything to that effect, its ALL NATURAL... Come to think about it, the only thing I had to eat was cereral.... Go Raisin Bran CRUNCH!! 

And Danny, I wouldn't recommend hitch-hiking to HOUSTON, there are plenty of sickos out there, and I would like to see you graduate, please... You don't have to listen to me, but please think about it... And I would like to add that I hope all of the current students have an awesome year, as it is about to start.  AND, please, BEHAVE!!

Okay, my plans for this weekend.... hopefully... spending it with Joel... yes, I haven't seen him in two weeks, so *crosses fingers* hopefully I'll be with him until Sunday, because he has to work on Sunday from 3 p.m. to 11 p.m. And if I don't I'll prolly be all depressed and all the other stuff disappointment brings... so, yea, cross your fingers for me, will ya?

Okay, I love you lots, all of you! Muah! TE AMO!!

Randoms........

hey peoples, yes, i know it has been a long time since i updated..... (check out myspace: www.myspace.com/mean_sam) so yea, that is what i did, im tired of her bullshit. anywho, on a happier note, im good, i havent been doing anything much, except chores and such.... lalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalala, sorry, went off into my own world for a moment there.... you know, when i was little, they used (or still do) called me "frankilala" because i was always in "Lala-land."  Babe is fine, he leaves this weekend for training in corpus christi....  but yea.  Gawd, I can't wait to see him agian!!! LOL, I saw him this weekend, it was wonderful, we only left the house once, and that was to go find some food.  And for those who know me very well, or well enough, I CAN'T stand being in the house all day, i'll go insane.... (of course, that would be saying that i'm not, but i am, so yea...) OH, I LOVE HIM!!! *giggles*

Oh!! my momma found some "home-videos" of when i was younger!!! you don't know how embarrassing that is!!! the things i did when i was little!! ugh!! lol, but they were funny, when the damn camera wasnt on me, of course.  (but there is few that i am not in, so it is a no win situation.)  and to top it off, she is going to make them into dvd's so she can send them to my uncles and aunts (some of them include family camping trips).

LOL, and C.R found a bat inside his window... it looked dead, but it wasnt.... It MOVED!! Hee-hee, it was cute, but it looked all dried up and stuff....

My dad is still being a jerk to my brother..... I cant believe him sometimes, man, he is soo much full of crap.... I mean, y'all know that saying "Blood is thicker than water"? i guess he doesnt believe in it.... I'm gonna try and be there for my brother, but man, i sure hopes my sister can get her stuff straight so jeff can move in with her quickly.

Yes, my loves, i know that this was a randome blog, but yea!!

I'M BACK, BABY!!!!

Yup, I'm back people. Did anyone miss me? LOL, wow, there is a surprise.... Nah, I missed you too.... AND NOW I HAVE INTERNET!!! YAY!! *does the sign of the cross* So, yea... It is good to be back in Hell... I mean Laredo.  LOL, people it was 93 degrees over there and they were saying it WAS HOT!! I LAUGHED SO HARD.

But yea, Babe is back too, so I get to see him..... And I bit my cheek and burned my tongue in one day, it sucks....

love you all!!!!!

IN NEW MEXICO